O.N.L.Y A.D.V.E.N.T.U.R.E

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Tidak Apa Apa

Tidak apa apa terkadang memang tidak apa apa dalam artian sebenarnya. Tetapi terkadang juga itu apa apa. Tetapi juga bukan berarti apa apa sepenuhnya. Hanya apa apa sedikit saja. Lalu, bagaimana? Tidak ada bagaimana, Aug. Tidak apa apa yang apa apa hanya perlu waktu untuk menjadikannya benar benar tidak apa apa. Tapi aku tidak bisa mengatakan berapa lama. Karena aku juga tidak tahu. Bisa jadi lama, bisa jadi juga sebentar.

Agus ini sudah mulai hujan, Aug. Aku kira akan berhenti di Sapardi pada bulan Juni. Ternyata berlanjut. Cuaca mendung, Aug. Dan itu sedikit mempengaruhiku ternyata. Jadi ingin pulang.

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First Again

Bismillah.

Hallo, Aug.
It’s been a while not showing up. And it’s nice to do it now.
Like now.
How are you?

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Good Ending

Welcome to the end of the 2016.
And it’s good i’m not ending up at hospital.
Congratulation.

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End of Year

Dear Ag,

Hmm, again, long time no see and talk.  Sorry.

Me? i’m good. Well, not that good to be honest. You know, it is the end of the year again. That busy time again. And my dyspepsia suddenly comes in. It really knows when to show, eh? My voice start hoarsing. Lets pray together i’m not end up in hospital.

Thankyou by the way, Ag, for asking me first, even after i’m not contacing you for so long. It’s really nice. One of heartwarming attitudes you always have.

And, you, how are you?

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Alhamdulillah

Dear Ag,
Long time having no talk. How’s life going? Did the wind bother you? Some nights they just getting worse. May you not forget to use jacket. Did you still stand everynight watching the sky? Ah, i hope everything’s good on you, Ag. And, hey, have you met Leo?

About Leo, to be honest, i was totally forget about this one this year, Ag.  I know i have to wait again until next year. But you know what? I met my Leo, Ag, in you, my favorite month, as my biggest birthday gift ever. I’m having a great life right now, Ag. Who think life could this beautifull? (I even can’t hold my smile while writing this.)

You know what is my favorite words now, Ag? Words that i saying often? Uda and Alhamdulillah. I still remember the time i talked to a friend of mine about how i will call my husband. Uda. Uda. I don’t know how, but this word like having something on it, Ag. Something that when i called it makes me feel safe, comfortable and get a piece of peace. And ya, it actually is, Ag.

And you can hear how often my heart says hamdalah, Ag. Uda adalah salah satu syukur terbesarku. He is one of greatest gift God gives to me. I couldn’t ask better, Ag. Alhamdulillah :)

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